Ucas-ing now, but feeling very unreal. it's a weird feeling to be applying for brit uni, cause like, i'm quite certain i won't get anything liao. but i'm afraid i'd what-if on and on if i don't ucas.
so it's a weird feeling because i'm just doing it to confirm that i definitely fail.
it's like committing suicide to confirm that you were alive.
well not exactly.

bum bum bum bum bum

here's some light reading~

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"Good Gnus"

(A Vignette in Verse)

When cares attack and life seems black,
How sweet it is to pot a yak,
Or puncture hares and grizzly bears,
And others I could mention;
But in my Animals "Who's Who"
No name stands higher than the Gnu;
And each new gnu that comes in view
Receives my prompt attention.

When Afric's sun is sinking low,
And shadows wander to and fro,
And everywhere there's in the air
A hush that's deep and solemn;
Then is the time good men and true
With View Halloo pursue the gnu;
(The safest spot to put your shot
is through the spinal column).

To take the creature by surprise
We must adopt some rude disguise,
Although deceit is never sweet,
And falsehoods don't attract us;
So, as with gun in hand you wait,
Remember to impersonate
A tuft of grass, a mountain-pass,
A kopje or a cactus.

A brief suspense, and then at last
The waiting's o'er, the vigil past;
A careful aim. A spurt of flame.
It's done. You've pulled the trigger,
And one more gnu, so fair and frail,
Has handed in its dinner-pail;
(The females all are rather small,
The males are somewhat bigger).

-- P. G. Wodehouse.

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If you are bored want nice pop songs go www.gmail.com ?
username: johh.smith
password: johnsmith

uh there's
1.Love will keep us alive by The Eagles
2.Heaven is what I feel by Gloria Estefan
3.On the wings of love by Jeffery Osborne

heh
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When Does a Dream Begin?
Writen and sung by Neil Innes

The outlook for today is mainly tragic
Cloudy, dull, occasional rain and scattered maigc
But unlike those who say
They prefer the good old days
I hardly ever fell nostalgic.
And although the intellectually agile
Can logically prove the heart is fragile
Drifting unawares
Through all of its affairs
Love is still the simple badge I'll proudly wear..

When does a dream begin?
Does it start with a goodnight kiss?
Is it conceived
Or simply achieved?
When does a dream begin?

When does a dream begin?
Is it born in a moment of bliss?
Or it it begun
When two hearts are one?
When does a dream exist?

The vision of you appears somehow
Impossible to resist
But I'm not imagining seeing you
For who could have dreamed this?

When does a dream begin?
When is reality dismissed?
Or does it commence
When we lose all pretence?
When does a dream begin?
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I think the reprieve is officially over and it's mugging time right

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Me: Maybe Geographers don't have Source-based questions because they naturally are equipped with abilities to doubt questionable provenance.
Shawn *suspiciously*: Is that so?

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Hey,
you,
yes you,

smile!
(please.)





you're not doing it!








you're still not doing it!






ok that's nice hee. Good day!

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