like most pple i think i will onliningly reflect on my grades.
bcdd... mixed feelings i suppose.
i know some people who always say to me, 'aiya kai you're the type if you study sure can get gd grades one,' 'everyone knows you're actually v. smart', etc. so in relation to this i'm quite pleased with the grades. cause whenever i hear their words i really feel uncomfortable, because it's not true. just because i have a crazy little mind does not mean anything much, in fact at the very least it's very hard to stabilize and form coherent thoughts and essays. but the main thing is i don't have what it takes to be a performing student. i have been trying to tell you that;

hopefully this time you will listen.

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"It was bound to come, the dearth,
But we hid it well with lies.
It has come upon us now
But it cannot break the guise."

... not!
therefore tongtong and i are hiatus-ing again!!
and hopefully we'd meet, again.
but it'd be a long time yet.
and once again thank you all for listening

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"I can't find
oh the right romantic lines"
- Elton John, Don't let the sun go down on me

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