don't you wish you can remember every breathlessly original thought you once possessed, once owned suddenly, and privately, the way people who find money on the floor instinctively ruthlessly hoard their stroke of fortune, thoughts of such remarkable perception and wit, you will swear you hold no credit for, and yet those thoughts were nevertheless once inarguably there in the mind, unceasingly impressing you with their sudden undirected manifestations, which you, the poor and careless prophet, fail to write down immediately, and so they lose themselves forever.

(Yes, their extinctions written off as suicides, self evacuations, for you are sure you are incapable of forgetting such epiphanies with your puny mind alone, just as beach pebbles do not turn back the waves)

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why is immediately such a long word.